The Caretaker

Albums: 10

A Stairway to the Stars

Released: 0/6/2002
Genres: Ambient Dark Ambient Electronic

  1. We Cannot Escape the Past
  2. Cloudy, Since You Went Away
  3. Emptiness
  4. Consigned to a Yesterday
  5. Masquerade Ball
  6. Malign Forces of the Occult
  7. On the Edge of Breakdown
  8. Robins and Roses
  9. Date With an Angel
  10. It's All Forgotten Now
  11. Each Today Doesn't Lead to a Tomorrow
  12. Home
  13. Friends Past Re-united
  14. A Stairway to the Stars

An Empty Bliss Beyond This World

Released: 19/5/2011
Genres: Ambient Dark Ambient Jazz

  1. All You Are Going to Want to Do Is Get Back There
  2. Moments of Sufficient Lucidity
  3. The Great Hidden Sea of the Unconscious
  4. Libet's Delay
  5. I Feel as If I Might Be Vanishing
  6. An Empty Bliss Beyond This World
  7. Bedded Deep in Long Term Memory
  8. A Relationship With the Sublime
  9. Mental Caverns Without Sunshine
  10. Pared Back to the Minimal
  11. Mental Caverns Without Sunshine
  12. An Empty Bliss Beyond This World
  13. Tiny Gradiations of Loss
  14. Camaraderie at Arms Length
  15. The Sublime Is Disappointingly Elusive

Deleted Scenes, Forgotten Dreams

Released: 7/7/2007
Genres: Ambient Dark Ambient Electronic

  1. Deleted Scenes, Forgotten Dreams, Part One
  2. Deleted Scenes, Forgotten Dreams, Part Two
  3. Deleted Scenes, Forgotten Dreams, Part Three
  4. Deleted Scenes, Forgotten Dreams, Part Four

Everywhere, an Empty Bliss

Released: 26/2/2019
Genres: Dark Ambient Ambient

  1. Loss of Want Back There
  2. I Might Be Vanishing
  3. Empty Beyond Beyond Beyond
  4. Losing Battle of Loss
  5. Advanced Plaque Camaraderie
  6. All Eyes Bewildered
  7. Glimpses of Life Denial
  8. Equinox Eyes Will Stop
  9. Losing Loss of Battle
  10. Plaque Advanced Despair
  11. Benjamin Beyond Bliss
  12. Drifting Sublime Hope
  13. Minimal All You Are
  14. Internal Unravel
  15. Dusk Memory Fraction
  16. Entanglement Synapse Ache
  17. And Bliss Everywhere Bliss

Everywhere at the End of Time

Released: 22/9/2016
Genres: Ambient Dark Ambient Classical

  1. Stage 1: It's Just a Burning Memory
  2. Stage 1: We Don't Have Many Days
  3. Stage 1: Late Afternoon Drifting
  4. Stage 1: Childishly Fresh Eyes
  5. Stage 1: Slightly Bewildered
  6. Stage 1: Things That Are Beautiful and Transient
  7. Stage 1: All That Follows Is True
  8. Stage 1: An Autumnal Equinox
  9. Stage 1: Quiet Internal Rebellions
  10. Stage 1: The Loves of My Entire Life
  11. Stage 1: Into Each Others Eyes
  12. Stage 1: My Heart Will Stop in Joy
  13. Stage 2: A Losing Battle Is Raging
  14. Stage 2: Misplaced in Time
  15. Stage 2: What Does It Matter How My Heart Breaks
  16. Stage 2: Glimpses of Hope in Trying Times
  17. Stage 2: Surrendering to Despair
  18. Stage 2: I Still Feel as Though I Am Me
  19. Stage 2: Quiet Dusk Coming Early
  20. Stage 2: Last Moments of Pure Recall
  21. Stage 2: Denial Unravelling
  22. Stage 2: The Way Ahead Feels Lonely
  23. Stage 3: Back There Benjamin
  24. Stage 3: And Heart Breaks
  25. Stage 3: Hidden Sea Buried Deep
  26. Stage 3: Libet's All Joyful Camaraderie
  27. Stage 3: To the Minimal Great Hidden
  28. Stage 3: Sublime Beyond Loss
  29. Stage 3: Bewildered in Other Eyes
  30. Stage 3: Long Term Dusk Glimpses
  31. Stage 3: Gradations of Arms Length
  32. Stage 3: Drifting Time Misplaced
  33. Stage 3: Internal Bewildered World
  34. Stage 3: Burning Despair Does Ache
  35. Stage 3: Aching Cavern Without Lucidity
  36. Stage 3: An Empty Bliss Beyond This World
  37. Stage 3: Libet Delay
  38. Stage 3: Mournful Cameraderie
  39. Stage 4: Post Awareness Confusions
  40. Stage 4: Post Awareness Confusions
  41. Stage 4: Temporary Bliss State
  42. Stage 4: Post Awareness Confusions
  43. Stage 5: Advanced Plaque Entanglements
  44. Stage 5: Advanced Plaque Entanglements
  45. Stage 5: Synapse Retrogenesis
  46. Stage 5: Sudden Time Regression Into Isolation
  47. Stage 6: A Confusion So Thick You Forget Forgetting
  48. Stage 6: A Brutal Bliss Beyond This Empty Defeat
  49. Stage 6: Long Decline Is Over
  50. Stage 6: Place in the World Fades Away

Patience (After Sebald)

Released: 14/2/2012
Genres: Ambient Dark Ambient Electronic

  1. Everything Is on the Point of Decline
  2. As If One Were Sinking Into Sand
  3. Approaching the Outer Limits of Our Solar System
  4. When the Dog Days Were Drawing to an End
  5. A Last Glimpse of the Land Being Lost Forever
  6. The Homesickness That Was Corroding Her Soul
  7. I Have Become Almost Invisible, to Some Extent Like a Dead Man
  8. In the Deep and Dark Hours of the Night
  9. No One Knows What Shadowy Memories Haunt Them to This Day
  10. Increasingly Absorbed in His Own World
  11. Isolated Lights on the Abyss of Ignorance
  12. Now the Night Is Over and the Dawn Is About to Break

Persistent Repetition of Phrases

Released: 0/5/2008
Genres: Dark Ambient Ambient

  1. Lacunar Amnesia
  2. Persistent Repetition of Phrases
  3. Rosy Retrospection
  4. Long Term (Remote)
  5. Poor Enunciation
  6. Past Life Regression
  7. False Memory Syndrome
  8. Von Restorff Effect
  9. Unmasking Alzhiemer's

Selected Memories From the Haunted Ballroom

Released: 0/9/1999
Genres: Ambient Dark Ambient Electronic

  1. The Haunted Ballroom
  2. By the Seaside
  3. One Thousand Memories
  4. Haunting Me
  5. A Summer Romance
  6. Den of Iniquity
  7. Dream Waltz
  8. A Handful of Stars
  9. Request Dance
  10. In the Dark
  11. Reckless Night
  12. Thronged With Ghosts
  13. From Out of Nowhere
  14. Friends Past Reunited
  15. You and the Night
  16. Moonlight Serenade
  17. Disillusioned
  18. The Revolving Bandstand
  19. Garden of Weeds
  20. "Excuse Me" for Ladies
  21. In Days of Old
  22. September 1939
  23. Thanks
  24. The Haunted Ballroom
  25. [untitled]

Theoretically Pure Anterograde Amnesia

Released: 31/5/2006
Genres: Ambient Dark Ambient Electronic

  1. Memory One
  2. Memory Two
  3. Memory Three
  4. Memory Four
  5. Memory Five
  6. Memory Six
  7. Memory Seven
  8. Memory Eight
  9. Memory Nine
  10. Memory Ten
  11. Memory Eleven
  12. Memory Twelve
  13. Memory Thirteen
  14. Memory Fourteen
  15. Memory Fifteen
  16. Memory Sixteen
  17. Memory Seventeen
  18. Memory Eighteen
  19. Memory Nineteen
  20. Memory Twenty
  21. Memory Twenty One
  22. Memory Twenty Two
  23. Memory Twenty Three
  24. Memory Twenty Four
  25. Memory Twenty Five
  26. Memory Twenty Six
  27. Memory Twenty Seven
  28. Memory Twenty Eight
  29. Memory Twenty Nine
  30. Memory Thirty
  31. Memory Thirty One
  32. Memory Thirty Two
  33. Memory Thirty Three
  34. Memory Thirty Four
  35. Memory Thirty Five
  36. Memory Thirty Six
  37. Memory Thirty Seven
  38. Memory Thirty Eight
  39. Memory Thirty Nine
  40. Memory Forty
  41. Memory Forty One
  42. Memory Forty Two
  43. Memory Forty Three
  44. Memory Forty Four
  45. Memory Forty Five
  46. Memory Forty Six
  47. Memory Forty Seven
  48. Memory Forty Eight
  49. Memory Forty Nine
  50. Memory Fifty
  51. Memory Fifty One
  52. Memory Fifty Two
  53. Memory Fifty Three
  54. Memory Fifty Four
  55. Memory Fifty Five
  56. Memory Fifty Six
  57. Memory Fifty Seven
  58. Memory Fifty Eight
  59. Memory Fifty Nine
  60. Memory Sixty
  61. Memory Sixty One
  62. Memory Sixty Two
  63. Memory Sixty Three
  64. Memory Sixty Four
  65. Memory Sixty Five
  66. Memory Sixty Six
  67. Memory Sixty Seven
  68. Memory Sixty Eight
  69. Memory Sixty Nine
  70. Memory Seventy
  71. Memory Seventy One
  72. Memory Seventy Two

We'll All Go Riding on a Rainbow

Released: 0/7/2003
Genres: Ambient

  1. I Saw Your Face in a Dream
  2. We'll All Go Riding on a Rainbow
  3. That Old Feeling
  4. The Weeping Dancefloor
  5. Driven Beyond the Limits
  6. The Memory of a Song
  7. And the Bands Played On
  8. Here I Am Broken Hearted
  9. Hoping for Some Kind of Recognition
  10. Under a Warm Golden Light
  11. Unmasking at Midnight
  12. Roll Up the Carpet and Dance
  13. Contemplation
  14. Faith in Time
  15. We Have Been Here Before
  16. Stardust